I wish that my mom wasn’t so sercetive and sheltering me when it came to sex. She should have told me about condoms and how a woman feels when it comes to sex way before my teenage years to college because I don’t know anything except what i heard and porn. One thing for sure she wasn’t so sercetive about me telling not to have sex or else she would try to get me. And, I lived in that fear and been sort of a outcast because of that statement. I hope while I’m at college that I can break that cycle. Then, When I have kids, they to can understand sex and not be in fear because of what someone else wants. I do want sex but I feel like I can’t do it because of that fear of my mom. But, I don’t know what’s going to happen.